She told me she wanted to have sex with me .My head started spinning. I hadn't had a sexual partner in years.  I told her I wouldn't be any good. All my life all i ever wanted was to fall in love. That confuses everything in my life with women I want to be with. I first saw her in a picture on Facebook. It was pictures of a movie opening here in my home town. I thought she was one of the stars. That is how it usually starts. I identify with someone as special, better, more beautiful, educated or just an alpha female, and I become obsessed. quietly obsessed. I had to meet her. It only took about a year, but finally I got up the courage at a farmers market. She was talking to an acquaintance. Well, really I watched her talk to many acquaintances the whole time I was at the market. but finally I approached. She was so friendly, trying to make association with me. Very friendly, I guess I wasn't expecting that. Trying to make an association to how she recognized me. I was just happy that I managed to approach her.

Everything in this story is true. Except the first line.